|
| well it trully has been a while.. lots of stuff... ive almost
graduated.. meagan cheated on me, but im ok cus im much better off now
anyway with someone much more special.. we have always been close and
now we are a little closer.. its kinda like those movies where your
best friend turns out to b the person u want to spend ur life with.. i
love this feeling.. ummm.. shes amazing.. and shes probably reading
this and doing 1 of 3 things : 1)blushing, 2)saying to herself
how cute this is, or 3) for some odd reason being totally offended cus
i dont kno..anyway i wud hope its not the third.. anyway i like this
feeling and i dont want it to go away.. i told her 2 weeks ago that
when i think of her i smile when i see her my heart jumps and when we
kissed it was somthing else.. well she liked that 2 weeks ago and i
hope she still feels the same becus i do.. other than that i dont kno
wut else to say
love?
i hope so
~shwanky~
my new word can be used as anything including my sign off name
| | |
| hey guys wuts up.. i dont update much anymore, i guess its cus the
whole new in thing.. first livejournal was overrun by xanga then xanga
was countered by jewtser, then jewster got hit by myspace and now
myspace is gone to facebooks new highschool edition, yes they have a
highschool edition
anyway.. things with Meagan r great, nothin is bad, cept mydad,, and
lately im ryming, it must be my timing, btw the bells r chiming,,
lalalalalalala.. anyway tomoro is my birthday.. yay 18, i can vote, buy
cigarettes, go to strip clubs, play the lottery , and sign my own
report cards.. guess which 2 i actually care about.. lol 
bye for now
| | |
| hey guys.. i find that im updating a lot lately, its prolly cus im in
such a good lately and thats prolly cus i absolutely Love my gf and she
Loves me to, we r perfect together, we never fight unless its playful,
we can talk to each other bout anything, like tonight we were at a
party and we went and sat outside and just talk for hours, like 2 or
3.. anyway, this is deffinately the real thing, i love her so much, but
i worry and im scared for(long very complicated story that only my
closest friends kno).. but we made a deal, ill try and not be so scared
for her, and she will get help with smoking(she quittin for me!)
so its been pretty amazing, we think it might have been fate, we think
that there r to many coincidences for it not to have been
i feel like i can finally love again, like even my parents, Meagan
reassured me that she wasnt goin anywhere so i feel more confident in
the ways of plutonic love (same complicated story as above), if u dont
kno it then u can ask me and if u r one of my good friends i will
prolly tell u..
Goodnight
I love you all!
| | |
| hey.. i think im in love...
anyway do this
1.Would you give me your number?
2. Would you have sex with me?
3. Would you let me kiss you?
4. Would you watch a movie with me...even a really violent/scary one?
5. Would you let me take you out to dinner?
6. Would you drive me me somewhere/anywhere?
7. Would you take a shower with me?
8. Would you be my bf/gf?
9. Would you have a fling with me?
10. Would you listen to me if i called you crying even if you were out with all your friends?
11. Would you buy me a drink if i had no money?
12. Would you take me home for the night?
13. Would you let me sleep in your bed?
14. Would you sing car karaoke w/ me?
15. Would you sit in the doctors office with me because i didn't want to go alone?
16. Would you re-post this for me to answer your questions?
17. Would you come pick me up at 3 a.m. because my car broke down in the middle of nowhere?
18. Do you think im hot, sexy or anything at all?
19. Do you like my style?
20. Do you think im funny?
21. Do you care about me?
22. Would you cry if i died?
23. Would you stop me if i tried to commit suicide?
24. Would you sing happy birthday to me?
25. Would you dance with me?
26. Would you hold my head in the toilet at a party as im throwing up due to intoxication?
| | |
| hmm, i gots some stuff to tell.. new girl.. i like her a lot, her name
is Meagan, she goes to my school, lots of fun.. um, we have a xanga
site, its under xmyxMRxWONDERFULx, that was her idea not mine, im still
goin to update on this one but we share the other one so if u wanna see
the settings change almost daily then u shud take a visit plus there
will prolly be some interesting bickering and bantering going on..
anyway.. Melissa deffinately need to get online more often so we can
talk bout stuff cus stuff is cool, but she is gonna see this and yell
at me now but w/e.. good night all , life is pretty good again
peace easy,
Josh
| | |
|
